Stress

Lately I have been super stressed about knowing when Colton will be leaving.  I wish he would get his call right now so I can know when exactly he will be leaving.  Right now I have been telling myself, "I only have two more months with him!" and it makes me really sad, but actually I could have like six months with him!  I hate not knowing because it is playing with my emotions.  I called my mom this morning telling her my situation and she comforted me and told me that Heavenly Father knows what is best for the both of us and he will send Colton out when he knows Colton and even I will be ready.  It did comfort me and I am so grateful for my mom and friends who have been helping me through this, it just gets me thinking AGAIN that I think i'm going through him leaving right now when I could still have six to seven more months with him and then I'll have to go through all of this again.... I just need to not stress and think more about having faith.

"Be of good cheer. The future is as bright as your faith." 
- Thomas S. Monson