Cruise

Well, Colton is on his cruise right now and I am at home studying for finals!  It worked out well since I won't have any distractions while studying.  It also has been pretty hard.  Having him gone and not being able to even text him or communicate with him whatsoever.... kinda gives me a feel of what it will feel like when he is gone.  Maybe it's a good thing I am going through this, to prepare me or something, but it makes me scared.  Everyone tells me, "just stay busy, time flies, rely on Heavenly Father."  Which, all of these are very true (accept maybe the time flying by) I know what to do and what needs to be done, now I just need to live it.  I hope Colton is having a good time on his cruise!  I'm sure he is, who wouldn't?  Finals are kinda stressful but, it's not stressing me out too much.  I feel pretty confident about them.  This week just needs fly. So does these next two years. 

Christmas Party

Last night (Saturday) I went to Colton's family's Christmas party!  It is my second one with his family.  It is always fun:)  After we went to Colton's house and made hot chocolate and dipped ginger bread cookies in it.  It was delicious!  Then, we watched a movie and Colton fell asleep on my lap.  I drove home that night praying to Heavenly Father, pleading him that if Colton is the one for me, than please help me have the patience to wait for him.  

I have been wondering if maybe I should go on a mission.  I haven't really knelt down and prayed for an answer if I should go or not.  Right now, my future just seems so blurry.  So I got thinking, maybe a mission is what I need, but then I get super stressed about missing school and getting behind.  I know that Heavenly Father will of course bless me and find a way to get caught up but it's all so stressful to me.  I guess these next few days I will really ponder and pray if I should go on one or not.

School has been super stressful!  I am so excited to get it over with.  I really hope I can pass all of my finals with a good grade.  Colton will be leaving for a cruise this Friday so I will have a lot of time to study and no distraction from him haha.  It sucks, Colton will come home from his cruise December 15 and then we have a week before Christmas, then it will be New Years (which is our two year mark) and then I will only have a couple more weeks left with him!  It is all going by so quickly.  I am so scared, but I have to be strong.  

Friday, November 30, we celebrated Colton's birthday since he will be on his cruise for his birthday.  We went out to eat and then got frozen yogurt then watched The Grinch.  I love that movie!  It reminds me so much of Colton.  Last year we watched it in July, that's how much we love that movie.  I gave Colton a watch for his mission.  I hope it will be useful to him. I love him so much and I am so scared to not be with him for two years, but I am so excited for him. 

Thankful November 23,24,25&26

Man, I have been getting behind on my days of being thankful!  

November 23 I went to Colton's grandparents house.  They are always so welcoming and caring.  I am grateful for Colton's family and their friendship to me.  It makes me feel welcomed and supported

November 24: Service
My dad, mom, and I went to my neighbors behind us and raked his leaves.  He is pretty old and we thought we could really use our help.  It made me so happy to serve with my mom and dad.  They have taught me that service can make you very happy.  I am grateful that I was able to serve someone that day and pray for more opportunities to serve. 

November 25: Revelation 
Sitting in sacrament, I got such a warm feeling in my heart.  I was so happy and could feel the spirit with me.  I randomly got a thought that instead of getting stuff for Christmas that I don't need, I want to give my Christmas to someone who really does need it.  It was hard for me to think about not getting anything for Christmas but I know that that is just worldly thoughts and that I was inspired to get that thought for a reason.

November 26: Music
I have been listening to my EFY cds and they really help calm me down.  My thoughts are kind of crazy right now.  I am constantly fighting my thoughts or questioning them.  So it is nice to forget about my thoughts for a while and listen to uplifting music.  I can feel Heavenly Father close to me and throughout the day when I am listening to positive music.  

Called to Serve

Colton got his call yesterday! November 21.  He is called to serve in Mesa, Arizona and leaves for the MTC January 16!  His whole family and I were definitely not expecting Arizona but we are all so excited for him.  I am so relieved that he leaves soon.  Of course I want to be with him every second but, I want to get it over with and i'm so excited to support him and see how Colton grows over these next two years.  I haven't been able to stop smiling ever since he opened it.  I am so proud of him and I love him so much!  I have such a good feeling about everything and before, I was lacking that. I know that it will all fall into place.  I love this gospel so much and I am so grateful for the love of my life and best friend to go out for two years and serve the Lord.  I feel so very blessed.


I am so grateful for my family and for a wonderful place to live.  I love Utah and I am so grateful for the beautiful nature God has created for us.  HAPPY THANKSGIVING! :)

Thankful November 19&20

November 19: The Military

I am incredibly thankful for those who sacrifice their lives to help protect our country.  I am grateful for their support, courage, and hard work.  I would never have the guts to do what they do.  I am grateful that God has blessed those who fight and give us courageous men and women who are willing to. 

November 20: My Artistic Talent

God blessed me with the talent to create art.  I am very grateful that he blessed me with this talent.  It is all I ever want to do and hopefully will do the rest of my life.  In my patriarchal blessing, it says that I need to use my talents wisely and use them to bless those around me.  Art is my passion and I feel so blessed to have it as a talent.  


Colton was supposed to get his mission call last Thursday and it didn't come!  We were soo bummed.  So he called his bishop and his bishop tracked it down and he told Colton that it should come Monday but, it didn't com AGAIN.  The anticipation is killing me!  I want it to come so badly.  I really hope that it at least comes this week! I have a feeling that he will get called to a very special place that needs Colton's help at this time.  I cannot wait to hear all of his accomplishments and also his hard times so I can help him over come them.  

Thankful November 17&18

November 17: My Sister's New House

Today I was able to go with my sister and her husband up to Logan to see their new house.  It is soo cute!  I could tell how happy they were.  I am grateful that they were able to find this wonderful house. I am grateful that they are able to stay in a cozy house and have shelter over their heads.

November 18: Nursery 

I have been the new nursery teacher for over three weeks by now.  I only have this calling until January 1st.  I was really excited at first and thought it would be really fun!  But, when I actually started I was intimidated.  I am not the best when it comes with kids, hopefully that will change once I have my own.   Today was a great day in nursery.  I'm not as intimidated and I love seeing these kids learn about the gospel.  They are so innocent and cute!  I am starting to finally feel like I am forming a relationship with them!  They are just the sweetest!  

Thankful November 14,15, &16

November 14: My Car

I may not have the fanciest car but I am so grateful for it!  I am grateful that we were able to pay it off the day we bought it.  My parents are so giving and supportive.   I am super blessed to have my own car. 

November 15: Safety 

There are so many people in the world who don't feel safe.  It kills me to think about all the things that are going on.  Some girls my age aren't able to do the things I am, and aren't able to relax or enjoy their lives.  It's hard for me the think that others have to suffer.  I am just so grateful that I live in a safe place and am able to go to sleep not worried something will happen, or any time of the day! Heavenly Father always answers my prayers and as long as I keep close to the gospel, he will always keep my loved ones  and I safe.  

November 16: My Pets 

I have three cats and one dog!  I am so grateful for each one. I believe they bring a loving spirit in my home.  My dog Zelda had a really serious disease, and thanks to my neighbors and friends, they all helped to pay some of the vet bill to save Zelda's life.  I am so grateful that she was saved, and for those who helped.  I love my pets!:)