Today was my last Halloween with Colton before he leaves. It was a good one! Accept I had school and it was pointless to go to! Coming home from school, I went straight to Colton's. As I walked up to his cute house I took a second to think of how many great memories I have of this green house right in front of me. I took a big breath trying not to cry and silently knocked on his door. His beautiful mom opened the door in her cute costume. She was Raggedy Anne. It is always chaos in Colton's home. All of his siblings are over and there are people right from left. I like it since I am the only child living at home right now. It gets a bit lonely. Colton, Alicia, Tanner, and I all went to Peterson's and bought stuff to make spider cider (Colton made it up), it consists of, Seven Up, and.... Fruit Punch! Oh, and dry ice of course. After that, Colton and I went to Cafe Rio (I need to stop eating out so much!). We got back to his house and watched a scary movie. It is really hard for me to watch scary movies because I get scared very easily but I thought I would give it a try on Halloween. Half way through the movie I knew I was going to be scared tonight so I lied on Colton's lap and studied his face.
He is so handsome to me. Others may not see it, but to me he is perfect. I love his green eyes outlined with his dark eyelashes, his full lips, his round nose, his perfect hair, his height (he is 6'3 almost 6'4), and most of all, I love how he can always make me smile! Colton is truly my best friend. It's crazy to me to think that. Never before could I understand how a boy could become my true best friend. Now that I know that feeling, I don't want to lose it. Colton looked down at me and knew I was scared so he covered my ears. I suddenly fell into my own thoughts of how he won't be here to cover my ears next time I am scared... I have become such an emotional case lately! Every time I am at his house I think to myself that soon I will be sitting on his couch but this time, he won't be sitting next to me. It breaks my heart and I don't know why I do that to myself, but I can't stop.
Colton and I ended up going upstairs so I wouldn't have to watch the movie. He was tired so he just lied down on my lap and he asked me when he think our last kiss should be and it stabbed me in the heart. I didn't want to think about kissing him and knowing that would be our last kiss until two years... We just told each other that as long as it's not inappropriate, we can kiss until he leaves. While he had his eyes closed, I started to cry. I was holding his precious face in my arms, his face was so precious to me that moment. He is so precious to me. I know things will be hard and I know they will continue to be hard, but I also know, somehow... it'll all be okay. Happy Halloween everyone!
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